Do you know how many people have been dying to tell me 'I've told you so' in the face?
Do you know all that sacrifices I've made for this?
All those just to have them backfire in my face.
There are so many people out there just can't wait to see this day. The day I eat my words back.
You failed to stand up for me against people you call friends. People who you can't face truely.
'They are people I grow up with'
That you may argue but is it a reason good enough to omit the truth? Your integrity only worth this much? I don't even need a friend to tell between wrong and right- It's all about morality. ANY,just ANY, of my friends can do better than you and mind ya, these are the people you wanted me to place 2nd and you 1st. Remember my circle theory?
You allow people to judge me this way and even let it slide, who am I to you.
IN CASE YOU FORGET WHO I M:
I'm brutal, cruelly honest and hate hypocrisy. The things I've gone through in life it's prolly more than you ever had with yours and maybe twice. I have principles to keep and cannot stand injust. I would stand up for ANY,just ANY friends regardless who they are as long as it's the RIGHT thing to do.
I've never done half-assed jobs and no matter how much I hate the issue, I would still get it done as nicely as I need to. It's just a responsibility to keep.
If I'm being disliked for the above traits, FREE FEEL TO EVEN HATE ME TO THE CORE BCOS I RATHER SO THAN LET YOU TRY TO DEFY WHO I AM.
Do you recognise any of these?Are these foreign to you? Am I foreign to you?
Have I ever judge you, OR ANYONE around you unfairly? I know what's respect. I don't need to GROW UP with you to know I have to respect people around you.
People who don't know me judge me ALL THE TIME and that's VERY COMMON.
These are people are probably equally strangers to me as I am to them. I don't even bother proving them wrong or feel hurt about it if not, I WOULD HAVE COMMITTED SUICIDE OUT OF DEPRESSION A 100TIMES.
And you? You ARE a stranger to me now. You doubt me, along with them. What have you done for me, exactly.
For the person who's 'misjudged' me, you only 'know me' bcos of THE INFORMATION he's been feeding you and that I give you benefit of doubt bcos seriously, who wouldn't stand up for a good friend (irony intended) but mind ya, the good friend who you stood up for actual made you carry 100% of the blame for your superficial judgment of me. He didn't admit so. He actually let me think that you are an idiot, someone really dumb to judge someone like that and let me curse you for it. I would think twice if I were you.
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scribbled at 3/31/2011 12:30:00 AM |
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Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Time, it flies.
It's back to school for me this week. I had a week of holiday and I would say it was a well needed break. Apart from my ankle acting up twice worse than usual and the FAILURE TO TAN, it's been a peaceful and quiet week =)
I can't wait to get my results back but NOT medical micrbiology. *emo for a nanosecond* ok, done.
I havent got much pictures to upload lately bcos I HAVEN'T GET MY UNI FRIENDS TO START CAMWHORING *hint hint*. As compared to 3p01, this bunch barely does that. 3p01 prolly has an entire collection of everyone and almost everyday towards the end of the last year.
Those were the days....
Anyway, I will update soon hopefully with pictures. At this rate, I rather tan at Zhenwei's condo. Lovely sunbeds there and if it rains, you can just jump into the pool. -.-
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scribbled at 3/22/2011 12:58:00 AM |
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Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Memories on credit
I went Sentosa last week with Uni clique all ready to suntan and......it freaking rain...again(Check previous posts for 3-times-in-a-row-failure-to-suntan)
IT.MUST.ALWAYS.RAIN.WHEN.I.WANNA.TAN. (Siming!!!WHY WHY WHY!?)
So anyway, we headed for UnderWater World. I've been there once slightly more than a year ago and the only thing I remember is the dugong...my focus was elsewhere at that time.... =)
Everything looks almost the same except, no dugong -.- Where did it go?
I'm not gonna upload 100(yes, I checked) over pictures so only one...which I find it damn amusing...

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!Oh, I can't help it.
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Sunday, March 06, 2011
Buzzing.
I can't wait for my exams to be over. Just 3 more days!
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scribbled at 3/06/2011 05:34:00 PM |
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Friday, February 25, 2011
Busy Bee
It's been a while since I last posted. Being 21 doesn't have much difference when I was 20years and 364days old.
Life had been dramatic but I would say I didn't expect any less.
Exams are coming and I can feel the stress levels piling up.
It's gonna take more that that to bring me down.
I never quite think like average girls who are my age so I suppose you can say that I've seen slightly more than them. I suppose being 21 has no impact on me.Yet.Except, I can sign my own surgery papers now if I need to get cut again.
No pictures today but just you wait =) Shitload of good memories on credit!
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scribbled at 2/25/2011 05:05:00 PM |
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Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Moments like this.
Okay, I celebrated my 21st last Friday, 11022011 and have 100over pictures. I'm not gonna put them all just a few yea?
The celebration was held at Costa Sands, Pasir Ris.

No idea what Yenleng was doing.lol

All cramped up in the room while the rest mah-jong away.

I love my brother man, so cute in this picture!

Booked 2 units.Decorations done with love by friends =)

Tsk tsk, all the gamblers.

Wai Lok, Jingxiang and Jean.

My eldest cousin playing with Xeron. They were damn amused by how her paws move when tickled.

Bro wearing a light-bracelet on Dad.

My 3.3kg cake by Dennis's parents.

My family.Yea, including all 3 dogs.

My mother's side of relatives-all my beloved cousins! Didn't invite any from dad's side.LOL

My clique, full attendence only on 2nd night =(

My sweetest gf in poly days.

I don't really know how to describe this group. LOL, just a bunch of bitches.

With Dennis.

With gf and her bf.Hmm..Hee

With Kor.

With Fiona and bf, Hong Sheng(Yea, remembered the name, like finally)

With Weiming and Cheryl.

My 'hubby' who baked me cookies for bday!

My uni friends.Damn nice!ZhenWei's jb. lol
Speaking of them, I took many photos of them today,

Silas snacking...

Shiyong, the person who made me those immortal roses.

Gifford and Daryl.
And the famous duo in the group:

Roy and Zhenwei. I told them I'm totally putting this on Giggolo For Sale Website. Buy 1 get 1 free.

Gays.

KOI pearl fight.

Zhenwei running away. In the end one of the pearl stuck onto his shirt where his nipple should be all the way to supper.

LOL~
Alright that's all I have.
MANY MANY THANKS TO THOSE WHO CAME! THANK YOU FOR THE PRESSIES AND LOVE PEOPLE!KISS KISS!
Look at all the pressies!Many thanks again. Special thanks to YinPing and bf, Porshin. Shiyong, Roy,ZhenWei and Dennis for the decorations and special thanks to Dennis for all the photos taken during the chalet.
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scribbled at 2/16/2011 12:51:00 AM |
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Tuesday, February 08, 2011
Hare-py New year!
It's Rabbit year this 2011 for Chinese New Year.
Chu Yi(Day 1)
Went to Grandma's place and meet up with cousins!
KangZhi and I, keeps calling me wifey. LOL
Cheryl, Kangzhi and I.
I didn't take much photos around but Chu San(Day 3) got more.
Chu San (Day 3)
Junhao and Zihui.
Kwanhoe cutting up the cake.
Yenleng. \/(^O^)\/
The infamous rich ass.LOL
Sticky sweets!!!My favorite sweet!From Clarke Quay. It says YL hearts XM and that costs YenLeng 200 for 4kg to customise them!!!O.O many loves...
Me and Boxue.
Me and Junhao.
With Zihui.
With Thiamkoon aka TK
My childhood 'sweetheart', Kwanhoe aka KH. 10over years of friendship.
With Xuanming.
YenLeng and I.
Our boys..All grown up man!!!Time really really flies.
Steamboat prepared by TK's family. BIG THANK U!
Lovey Dovey.
At Boxue's place.
Play mah-jong..I lost =(
Played till wee hours before heading to bed.Shag.
Chu si(Day 4)
Went Siming's place to visit his mom. HIS MOM TOTALLY LOVES ME.MUAHAHA, Siming , if you are reading this, there's no way you can make ur mom like another girl-not in the next 5 yrs anyway, suck on that.WOOHOO!
Introducing a new family member in Siming's place:
ROXY!It's a "she" with "very big nipples"(By Siming.)
Alright, that's all I have for now!
Up next, I'm looking forward to my bday chalet!!!
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scribbled at 2/08/2011 12:17:00 AM |
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